i just dont know what to do right now
i wish i could rewind time just to kiss you
im leaving you.
i dont say it but its there everytime i glance at you. its bouncing back and forth through the air from you to me. my guilty conscience is more than i can deal with so i push it away and ask that we not talk about it. but we'll have to sooner or later. hopefully later. life is messy. people get hurt, and soon you'll be one of those people.
i really fucking want to just scream at the top of my lungs right fucking now.
my mom never stops fucking bitching.
i need to get the fuck out of this god damn house.
i have no freedom i am about to fucking explode.
god fucking damn it.
I really hate holidays. all the fake smiling and pretending to be social while the whole time im wishing i was somewhere else. i like my family when i dont have to see them. i thought my first post would be something meaningfull and deep but when do i ever write anything like that.
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